Jacob and I Wrestling with God

Damn it! I want a miracle – for me, and for the world.

I want to be shown NOW! Call me “doubting Thomas,” It matters not to me.

This “game” of life has gone on long enough –NOW is the TIME!

If this transcendent energy, spirit, “God” exists;
not as an aberration of our Ego to justify our own existence –
but a reality of a higher Being --
a Universal consciousness.
The Crystal –
The Fireball of ALL existence,
The Core,
The Black Hole from which we were all born
Then SHOW YOURSELF!!!!!

Not in the way that our minds and hearts
must ascertain or suppose your existence or truth.

SHOW YOURSELF as the Holocaust did.

SHOW YOURSELF
as any of the destructive, horrific evils have shown themselves on this earth --
obviously, visibly, with all senses and emotions penetrated.

I call out to you: Come, Here, NOW
as a miracle of Greatness and Goodness
in the form of Beauty and Awe.

We desperately need Transformation, our direction again to be fixed on the Goal.

There is no reason for my request to be denied.
Your ineffable knowingness,
ought to create this experience without my pleading.
Your compassion for your creation
should have felt my/our pain and impoverishment – without my cry.

For me, for all of humanity to turn around, to again reach up, across
and into the realms of the abundance of life,

We need to experience the reality of this Unconditional Love
We hunger for the absolute touch of this Divine Embrace.


Where are YOU?!!!!!

Show me, Show us!!!